It is so hot today! I cannot believe how hot it is. I hope this is a sign that it’s warming up but at the same time I’m not ready for the heat. Being hot makes me extra irritated. 

Anyway I took a quiz today and I think I did pretty good, I hope so anyway because I need that to up my grade a little bit. I forgot all about the extra credit paper that I signed up for, but that’s due Friday so I have time to write that. Chat got cancelled today- Thank God! Now I have to do the makeup but that’s not due until Monday. I have an interview paper due Tuesday and I asked for an extension on my paper due tomorrow. Speaking of tomorrow we have to go to class early to do a chat with Siberia, which means I have to be there at 8 am. I think it will be fun! 

I just did a quick search on Target.com for Hello Kitty and they have a lot of Hello Kitty stuff. They even have a sewing machine (even though I saw that one that was red that I liked better) and a popcorn machine. I actually bought a Hello Kitty planner from there the other day. I need to look for more Hello Kitty sticky notes and page tabs because the ones that are in the front of the book will be gone before I know it. 

I pretended I’m glad you went away
These four walls closing more everyday
And I’m dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown, I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows 
And I’m crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn’t I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is tumbling down
I can say it so clearly
But you’re nowhere around

Chorus:
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
And I’m missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I’m broken in two
And I’m nobody without someone like you
I’m trembling at night and
Nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it’s a quarter past three
I’m screaming at night as if 
I thought you’d hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can you get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle
It’s been torn all apart
A million words couldn’t say 
Just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I’ll be loving you still
Chorus:
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
And I’m missing you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow morning I’m hitting 
The dusty road
Gonna find you wherever 
Ever you might go
I’m gonna unload my heart and hope
You come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely…

Chorus:
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
And I’m missing you
And nobody knows it but me

It was just certain subjects in Science that I didn’t like. Such as Environmental Science and Molecular Science, but I love stuff like Anatomy, Microbiology and Environmental Health (which is a whole different subject than Environmental Science). I love Sciences that deal with the body and how it works and deals with disease and how they affect the body and how you can identify them. I love forensics and I love research. I love telling people about science and explaining to them the things that I’ve learned. I’ve finally figured out my reason for wanting to be a nurse! Not only do I want to help people but I love the whole IDEA of being a part of SCIENCE! I love the idea of spending my days doing something scientific. I always wondered why my boyfriend looked at me in awe and with so much admiration when I explained things (scientific things) to him and it’s because he saw the admiration in my own eyes when I talked about something I loved. 

I FREAKIN’ LOVE SCIENCE!!!